Wells, Martha

All Systems Red

• p.16 – “I tried to be as much like an appliance as possible, clamping the wounds where they told me to, using my failing body temperature to try to keep her warm, and keeping my head down so I couldn’t see them staring at me.”

• p.20 – “I know I’m a horrifying murderbot, and they know it, and it makes both of us nervous, which makes me even more nervous. Also, if I’m not in the armor then it’s because I’m wounded and one of my organic parts may fall off and plop on the floor at any moment and no one wants to see that.”

• p.21 – “Mensah had seen me when she signed the rental contract. But she had barely looked at me and I had barely looked at her because again, murderbot + actual human = awkwardness. Keeping the armor on all the time cuts down on unnecessary interaction.”

• p.22 – " ‘All right,’ she said, and looked at me for what objectively I knew was 2.4 seconds and subjectively about twenty excruciating minutes."

• p.26 – “Basically freehold generally meant shitshow so I hadn’t been expecting much from them. But they were surprisingly easy to work for.”

• p.27 – “Part of it is, they didn’t want me here. Not here in their hub, but here on the planet.”

• p.33 – “I had worked for some contracts that would have kept me standing here the entire day and night cycle, just on the off chance they wanted me to do something and didn’t want to bother using the feed to call me. Then she added, ‘You know, you can stay here in the crew area if you want. Would you like that?’ "

• p.43 – “If the humans see me actually doing my job, it helps keep suspicions from forming about faulty governor modules.”

• p.48 – “Mensah’s expression said she was worried. She looked at me. ‘What do you think?’ "

• p.48 – “It took me two seconds to realize she was talking to me. Fortunately, since it seemed like we were really doing this, I had actually been paying attention and didn’t need to play the conversation back.”

• p.61 – “I did that because it seemed sensible, not because I knew what I was doing. I am not a combat murderbot, I’m Security. I keep things from attacking the clients and try to gently discourage the clients from attacking each other. I was way out of my depth here, which was another reason I hadn’t wanted the humans to come here.”

• p.67 – “It was nice having a human smart enough to work with like this.”

• p.93 – “MedSystem’s feed informed me that Ratthi, Overse, and Arada’s heart rates had just accelerated. Mensah’s hadn’t, because she had already thought of all this. It was why she had sent Pin-Lee and Gurathin to shut off HubSystem. Nervously, Ratthi said, ‘What do we do when they come here?’ I said, ‘Be somewhere else.’ "

• p.102 – “It’s wrong to think of a construct as a half bot, half human. It makes it sound like the halves are discrete, like the bot half should want to obey orders and do its job and the human half should want to protect itself and get the hell out of here. As opposed to the reality, which was that I was one whole confused entity, with no idea what I wanted to do. What I should do. What I needed to do.”

• p.103 – “I didn’t want to do it. Now more than ever. They knew too much about me. But I needed them to trust me so I could keep them alive and keep doing my job. The good version of my job, not the half-assed version of my job that I’d been doing before things started trying to kill my clients. I still didn’t want to do it.”

• pp.107-108 – “Because you need me. I don’t know where that came from. All right, it came from me, but she was my client, I was a SecUnit. There was no emotional contract between us. There was no rational reason for me to sound like a whiny human baby.”

• p.110 – “Mensah set up a watch schedule, including in time for me to go into standby and do a diagnostic and recharge cycle. I was planning to use the time to watch some Sanctuary Moon and recharge my ability to cope with humans at close quarters without losing my mind.”

• p.111 – " ‘Dr. Mensah is the current admin director on the steering committee. It’s an elected position, with a limited term. But one of the principles of our home is that our admins must also continue their regular work, whatever it is. Her regular work required this survey, so here she is, and here we are.’ "

• p.116 – “I felt the brush of Mensah’s awareness in the feed. She must have woken when Gurathin spoke. He finally said, ‘You don’t blame humans for what you were forced to do? For what happened to you?’ "

• pp.126-127 – “That got their attention. There was no reply. Not a surprise. The only people I’ve run into who actually want to get into conversations with SecUnits are my weird humans. I said, ‘I have an alternate solution to both our problems.’ "

• pp.143-144 – “The thing that surprised me is that nobody stared at us. Nobody gave us a second look. The uniform, the pants, the long-sleeved T-shirt and jacket, covered all my inorganic parts. If they noticed the dataport in the back of my neck they must have thought I was an augmented human. We were just three more people making our way down the ring. It hit me that I was just as anonymous in a crowd of humans who didn’t know each other as I was in my armor, in a group of other SecUnits.”

• pp.145-146 – " ‘If people won’t be shooting at me what will I be doing?’ Maybe I could be her bodyguard.”

• p.147 – “I didn’t know what I would do on a farm. Clean the house? That sounded way more boring than security. Maybe it would work out. This was what I was supposed to want. This was what everything had always told me I was supposed to want.”

• p.147 – “Supposed to want.”

• p.149 – “I don’t know what I want. I said that at some point, I think. But it isn’t that, it’s that I don’t want anyone to tell me what I want, or to make decisions for me.”